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Not a Tidbitty Type of thursday

October 4, 2012
Title is a tongue twister huh? say it fast 7 times!

I’m feeling down today, since I woke up today I’ve wanted to cry and I already have many times. I moved out from my apartment today and I’m currently at a friend’s place. I guess all the stress from packing and moving and getting ready to go back home finally weighed on me. Also something I was really counting on fell through. I’m trying to see the silver lining but it’s hard.

I think it’s important to acknowledge sadness. I think there is a purpose to every feeling and something that can be learnt (although I’m yet to figure this one out). It’s hard for me cos my normal disposition is pretty happy so when I’m feeling down I recoil into myself and don’t share because, you know, “It’s not me”. But it is me, at least a part of me once in a while. Its OK not to be happy all the time and like I said there’s usually something to be learnt. I’m remaining hopeful that everything will work it’s self out soonest and that I’ll get back to happy me but in the meantime I’ll hold on to the silver lining and just be.

My friend is currently in class so I think I’ll pass the time by watching a documentary or two. I really enjoy documentaries, it’s been a while too. My current fav is “Babies”. If I stumble on a good one I will share.

Also my friend has been sending me photos of our baby girl Tiwa for the past hour. She makes me incredibly happy that baby! <3

Love always,
Sabirah

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3 Comments

  • Reply Original Mgbeke October 8, 2012 at 3:56 pm

    Sabs, I miss you too! Are you ever gonna come back and re-join us on the other side?

    Aniwoos, on to the kokos:
    Wowzer, you are moving back? I read a previous post and thought you were going to visit. See how time flies, I feel like you just came back.

    It is definitely important to acknowledge sadness. Ive felt a bit more of it, than normal lately and I just sit and try to trace it back to the roots.

    I definitely hope that everything works out well for you girlie. Keep your head up! Hugs.

  • Reply kovieparker October 18, 2012 at 1:00 pm

    Hey hun, it has been a while. How are you? This post is sort of old so I’m confident that the sadness is over and you’re doing great. Just checking in. Write something soon, we miss you :*

  • Reply Anonymous October 20, 2012 at 7:25 pm

    Hey Sabs!please write something soon, been checking everyday anticipating your post. We miss you :*

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