Hurraaaay it’s August!
And it’s my birthday in a few days, Saturday to be precise, and I’ve got the birthday blues. I don’t know, I’m just not excited and I usually am.
Don’t get me wrong, I’m really thankful for my life and God’s grace. Very very thankful.
This is the first birthday I’ll be spending with my family in over 7years. All the past years whether I had a quiet birthday or a gathering, I always planned it myself since I lived on my own, now that I’m with family, I was kinda expecting something but it doesn’t look promising. lol. I know i’ll still have a good day regardless of what happens, but right now I feel so bleh.
Also ASOS cancelled my order for no damn reason (first time ordering anything from Nigeria >_<) so my birthday present to myself is no longer existent. Sigh. There are so many major things I’m praying for and expectant of that I guess it’s weighing down my excitement a bit.
I hope I snap out of it by tomorrow.